Processing

Give me your reasons although I will not accept them,
Give me your patience for I do not have any,
Give me your arrogance so that I too do not care,
Give me your wisdom as I do not understand your methods.

Save me your answers as I cannot bare them,
Save me your secrets for they too are merely lies,
Save me your discretion although perhaps you have none,
Save me your arguments because it no longer matters to me.

Lead me into what once was for now it is too dark,
Lead me from all that is my heart for it will all too soon begin to break,
Lead me to your mind so that I might understand,
Lead me to believe that the process we go through will result in something worth the pain.

Carly Jeffries